Sunday, October 31, 2010

Friday, October 29, 2010

miss u...darling

darling, im so so so miss u le~~~
when i can see u again?
when can i go find u again ar?
r u hv the same feeling v me as well?
i knw my darling so busy so tension recently....
i jz hope tat u knw hw to relax n TAKE CARE of urself...
love u~~

Friday, October 22, 2010

"Ok. Let us cool down for a week."

"Ok. Let us cool down for a week."
it nvr happen to me.....whn it happen to me..it mean it hv no good thing will happen....
why 1 week?why dnt 1 day?2 day?or 3 day?
izit 1 week can settle evrythg??
i cant expected wat will happen after tat?
im so scared
im so worried
pls take me out of here...plss....i m so down so lost...dono wat can i do rd?
jz be strong, be matured, dnt think too much n dnt cry...

Thursday, October 21, 2010

:'( i love u

:"(    :"(   :"(   :"(  :"(  :"(  :"(  :"(  :"(   :"(
 yesterday my cousin ask me "hw ur relationship v ur fatty lou so far?"
i answered : "ok ah....no problem ar...very sweet ah."
my cousin was happy to hear tat...
bt unfortunely bad thing was happen to us start last nite....
"Ok. Let us cool down for a week."
so sad to see tat msg....
y will bcome like tat geh?
WHY?
i really really really don wan it happen...
wat for to cool down?
wat will happen within cool down period? ~will us think properly n seriously?
wat will happen after cool down?~he will find me bac?or i nid to find him bac? relationship will continue or jz stop like that?
izit cool down can settle everythg?evry problems???
bt he insist to do like tat...i oso ntg can say ntg can do...jz cool down.
we are ok previously...normal n keep sweet..
why suddenly bcome like tat?the problem only start tis two day or it rd appear long long time ago??
izit im too care abt my own feeling..too care our relationship? or we both overlooked our feeling each other?
we still love each other?
3 words "i Love U" it got different meaning at different time....

no mood.....

really no mood recently.....so down
dono wat happen to me??
too many problems.....
does he know tat???

y?y he keep saying tat i cant satisfy him?
bt he never tell  more wat i cant satisfy him?
i very mind wat he said...?
izit the onli thg i cant satisfy him?y he so mind?
izit im nt tat good as his ex?

i knw he treat me very good....
bt sumtime he treat me vry cool....
izit he tired working or he is angry me tat time?
he nvr tell me anythg wat his feeling, wat his thinking....
i really nt understanding....
wat can i do????